Thoughts and Other Things

  I’m bothered by how Pentecost Sunday always gets more buzz than Ascension Day. I was seeing posters for Pentecost Sunday last week already (and I’m by no means throwing shade, I too only remembered Ascension Day late into the very day). I’m bothered because these two days are deeply connected. Ascension Day is to Pentecost Sunday what Good Friday is to Ressurection Sunday. Without Ascension, there is no Pentecost. Jesus puts it plainly to His disciples that unless He goes, the Holy Spirit cannot come (John 16:7).   This is no battle of Christian Holy Days, but I think it’s important for any Christian to understand the significance of Jesus ascending to heaven. In John 16:28 Jesus says: “I came from the Father and entered the world, now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father.” Yes, Jesus ascending to heaven is about Him returning to the Father but ‘here’s the thing’ (I’ve been watching too much Monk): Jesus isn’t returning the same way He left. Jesus is not j...

This year did not get off to the kind of start I anticipated. I wanted to ease into it and for the first four days, I thought I was winning. I spent New Year’s Day by myself doing laundry and some housekeeping. I cooked myself a meal and enjoyed it over an episode of Grace and Frankie. What I didn’t know was that I’d spend the first weekend of the year sitting outside with the contents of my little flat as the roof was abruptly replaced by the most chilled construction team (during a week with 80% chance of rain on most days). Everything came to a halt for a week as I moved out with my stuff in the mornings, sat with them outside all day and moved back in in the evenings. Instead of starting my days hitting the gym and putting plans in place for work and school, I was clearing brick and ceiling debris instead. Of course, this wasn’t my first time on this rodeo – we had major renovations at home a few years ago. But this run was different, I really struggled with regulating myself that ...

 I recently came across a post with an intriguing question: how can you tell the difference between when God says ‘no’ and when he says ‘not yet’? This question flows from the popular saying that God’s response to prayer is either yes, no or not yet. I suppose, in the moment, you can’t, unless He clearly articulates it like he does to Paul when He makes it clear that He will not remove the thorn in Paul’s flesh. In most cases, however, we only know after the fact. It’s only when we look back at what we thought was rejection that we realize that it’s not that it wasn’t meant for us, it just wasn’t meant for us in that season of our lives. I’m pretty sure Joseph was gutted to be forgotten when he clearly made his case to be remembered and freed. “’ But when all goes well with you, remember me and show me kindness; mention me to Pharaoh and get me out of this prison. For I was forcibly carried off from the land of the Hebrews, and even here I have done nothing to deserve being put in ...

I’ve struggled so much with trusting God’s plan for my life this past year. I used to think that the biggest exercise of trust in God’s plan for my life would be when I said ‘yes’ to his calling into ministry. But it turns out that every turn of this journey requires my trust. The past year has been particularly difficult for me. I have wrestled with God concerning how I pictured my life would be at this stage compared to His unfolding plan for my life.   In the early hours of Sunday morning as I fell in and out of sleep, I heard a voice command me: Trust God’s plan. When I awakened a few hours later, I scribbled the instruction as to not forget it and grabbed my Bible. I read Ephesians 1:11 which says: “In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will.” Through this text, God led me to understand why I can trust his plan.   1. I can trust God’s plan because it is firmly e...

I' ve learnt one thing from the nameless female characters in the Bible: You don't need a name to leave your mark. You don't need a title, a position, a following or a long list of accolades.  These women are proof that... Even when you're only known through the man you're attached to, God can still talk to you and trust you to incubate a Samson to destroy his enemies. Even when you're only known through the death of the man your provision was attached to, you can still feed and house an Elijah through a three-year drought. Even when you're only known as a slave girl, you can still drive a mighty Naaman to know that there is a God in Israel. ` Even when you're only known through the son you've birthed, you can still mould a leader and shape a kingdom through your oracles. Even when you're only known through your nationality as a Samaritan, you can still turn many to Jesus through your testimony. Even when you're only known through your...

One thing you’re sure to come across in this adulting journey is disappointment. God recently helped me understand how I (often) end up disappointed and I’d like to unpack it to save you some further heartbreak too.   I don’t think I need to explain what disappointment is. If you’re old enough to read this, I’m pretty sure you’ve experienced it on more than one occasion. However, for the purpose of the understanding God gave me, we’ll define it. Simply put, disappointment is a feeling of sadness caused by expectations going unfulfilled. If unmet expectations are the root of disappointment, we must consider what informs our expectations to deal with said disappointment.   “As you do not know the path of the wind, or how the body is formed in a mother’s womb, so you cannot understand the work of God, the maker of all things.” Ecclesiastes 11:5   If we are to escape disappointment, we must acknowledge the limitation of our knowledge. This is because what we know ...